tonight's lecture was nice. the author/diplomat guy has been on cnn and stuff, has a PhD etc...and he's Serbian, although with a british-american-serbian accent. it was good attendance was smaller, perhaps 20-30 people, because it is summer, school's out... afterwards i had a hamburger and talked with Forrest from IAC and Milosh who is going to be a junior transfer on campus. Illuminating. Personaly I keep feeling so confused once in a while, but having really strong lectures and material like tonight clear up all the haze. There are things that I think I understand and accept, and cannot be shaken from until such time that I am self-doubting again... [1204am]